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Date:2006-04-09 04:45
Subject:<333333333
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Mood: loved
Music:Love is a Battlefield- Pat Benetar

Mike Palumbo <3333333
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Date:2006-04-08 02:46
Subject:omgomgomg
Security:Public
Mood: happy
Music:Ready to Wait and Fall- Mae<3

I'm aware that its been a really really really long time since ive last updated... but i finally have some things to ramble about...

Firstly, i adore this boy a lot a lot =]... he's absolutely amazing... end of story.

Alyssa's sweet 16 was soo much fun =] I saw a lot of people that i've missed tremendiously<3

Vinny finally got his license and came to visit... he let me drive his car hehe. I missed him & we had a lot of fun that night<3

Caitlin finally slept over... we always have fun with her <33

School is decent... I'm not a failure completely lol.

My weekends are always amazing no matter what i do.br>
Hmm what else...

Oh yes... I got a job. Mcdonalds on Old Country Road wooooo go me! Make sure you come visit me a lott.



&& Today i went to the beach... It was pretty close to incredible <3... We walked along the shore & climbed on rocks like 5 year olds =P & went in the freezing cold water & watched the sunset =] cuteee.

Lately, i've been really happy. I'm always finding myself in a good mood which is so greatt =]



It's never been more perfect being alive...<3

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Date:2006-03-05 23:37
Subject:hahaaa
Security:Public
Mood: crazy
Music:Jess singing !$&*^%$#@

my saturday was crazyyyyyy


march 4th= kyle's birthday which means giant party, duh.

There was a whole lot of beer && pizza =].... me and jenn were the only sober ones hehe.

& then next morning FUCK is written in various places all over my house... im permanent marker... psh thanks lol.


i can't think right now... haha i'm on the phone with jess and matt... hehe


Bed soon... bye.

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Date:2006-03-04 00:00
Subject:its been a long time since ive updated...
Security:Public
Mood: content
Music:nothingness

hey guys... so vacation was last week... and i went to florida.. pretty un-eventful... met some pretty rad people and went to some pretty rad places... But i would have rather been home with my friends <3.

Today was friday... which means i went to the mall... and it really sucked tonight... I was ditched several times... Everyone was drunk... People were getting sick... && I spent 25 dollars on like nothing... But i bought DWTH tickets <3<3<3 love those boys.

Lately we've been having these chatrooms and they keep me well entertained =]... We're in one right now so i'm gunna be in there for a while and go to bed... goodnight <3

Hopefully tomorrow will be fun...

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Date:2006-02-12 02:22
Subject:Friday && Saturday
Security:Public
Mood: drained
Music:Goldfinger- 99 Red Balloons

Friday i went to the chiropractor to find out nothing.. he basically told me everything i already knew... like how i have lower back pain from gymnastics and that it is only temporary pain... tell me something i don't know...

After that i got subway then went to pick up Jess... We went to the mall and met up with the usual crowd. Then we went to Johnny Rockets... We got red balloons and "set them free at the break of dawn" haha we're too cool. Then we were like everywhere... from the food court to target to the alley way behind macys... haha we were flipping on the little plot of grass there... And we were being stalked as well...

Yea... not a very eventful night but i enjoyed it only because i love spending time with the people i love even if we don't do anything...

Saturday was invitationals... bus left at 8... meet started at 12... got back around 3:30... then we were going crazy looking for a ride to Metasin to see DWTH <3<3<3... i love those boys... We ended up taking a taxi there... pshh i hate taxis... We got there just in time to... They just started tuning when we got there... It was like kinda quiet then me and ally like storm in and we were like "WERE HEREEE" in a loud obnoxious tone =P hehe. Groupies fo'sho =]. So they were amazing as expected... After they played we all hung around and they all signed my butt haha. So did kristen... and jenn... haha. Then Travis got like kicked out for sitting on Mark's lap or something so we were all lik pshh fuck this place and went to quizznos... then we walked in the blizzard to the chinsese food place.. haha. la la la...

Now i'm just kinda tired... prob going to sleep soon. goodnight <3.





**By the way-- i love all of my friends very very very much && i would do anything for them... but they already knew that =]

I'm starting to not let things bother me anymore... just forget about them and move on... Some people just aren't worth it....

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Date:2006-02-09 17:47
Subject:just an update
Security:Public
Mood: relieved
Music:...

Everything is back to normal... thank god. I'm a lot happier now =].



Yesterday was our last gymnastics meet of the season. My average on floor was an 8.263.... The qualifying score was 8.3... So yesterday i had to score higher than an 8.4... and i did =] 8.6. I'm pretty proud of myself. I even did it with this horrible pain in my leg... So i'm going to state qualifiers and i'm happy =].

Tomorrow is friday =]=]=]

I'm going to the chiropractor after school.

Then the mall or something haha.





I also decided something today... I am not going to even attempt to like a guy if he doesn't like me... end of story.

That's all for now folks.

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Date:2006-02-05 13:11
Subject:I HATE MYSELF!@#$%^&*
Security:Public
Mood: rejected
Music:Nothing

I'm the biggest fuck up ever.

I lost everything that mean something to me.

Whats left? NOTHING.

Noone will accept my apology and its killing me.

I wish yesterday never happened!@#$%^&*)(&^%$#@!


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Date:2006-02-04 13:06
Subject:last night..
Security:Public
Mood: ecstatic
Music:Michelle Branch- Tuesday Morning =]

Friday Night... Went to the mall, duhh. hahaha then like 8631846238 of us went to see When a Stranger Calls... honestly, that movie was worse than Hostel haha. It wasn't even scary, just kinda boring... She'd get a phone call "hello, hello..." blah blah blah. Then there were like 5 minutes of action... boooo. & seriously, that guy was so random... ohh some child molester that calls teenage girls for hours annoying them... dandy. Two thumbs down.

After the movie we chilled then me & ally went to the train station at like 11:25... According to her... the train was at 11:47... but nooo it was at 12... and there were like sketchy people everywhere talking//stalking us... So we went to Dunkin Donuts and i called Chase to come get us-- He did and then his and some of his friends came to my house and drank... I <3 drunks in my house.. HA.



Next morning... here we are... House is trashed haha... Reaks of cigarettes... la la la...



SXE PARTY AT MY HOUSE TONIGHT!

Then slumber party =]=]=]

This shall be exciting.....

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Date:2006-02-02 18:29
Subject:haha
Security:Public
Mood: hungry
Music:Evanescence- Haunted

tomorrow is friday....

you know what that means...

mad assembly line yooo. hahaha

I'm going to see When a Stranger Calls with a bunch of hotties... me and Jess are gunna cry.. i just know it. haha

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Date:2006-01-26 00:35
Subject:done with regents...
Security:Public
Mood: excited
Music:Joey Jams- Ya Gotta Lick it [haha]

finally. i better have passed cuz i refuse to re-take the test in june.





i'm mad... my tamagotchi died =[... i got a new one.... his name is jack hehe <3





I'm going to bed now... tomorrow i'm hanging out with the greatest friends ever =]=]=]

goodnight <3

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Date:2006-01-24 21:36
Subject:life should be fun for everyone...
Security:Public
Mood: content
Music:Empty Apartment- Yellowcard

I took a regents today... blah!

I have to take the second part tomorrow... i can hardly wait... acturally.. yes i can.





After that, Jess came and picked me up.. we went to the mall and her and Ally bought nose studs... Then we went to the movies with Travis, Andrew, Kyle, Tom, Joe, Matt and other cool kids. We saw Last Holiday... it was okay... Me and Jess cried a little =X hehe. Then we went movie hopping a little hehe badasses.

After that me, ally, jess, joe, matt, and tom went to burns.... For some occasion, we went in the building and watched the orchastra... don't really know why haha. I saw Amanda <333. Last time i saw her was my sweet sixteen... longgg time ago. Then we went to the playground and hung out and took pictures... etc etc.

Tomorrow im going to take the dumb test, then go out with rest of the night considering i have no tests thursday =]=]=]. Lemme know if you want to do something <3






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Date:2006-01-23 22:49
Subject:Cool
Security:Public
Mood: peaceful
Music:Pretty Girl- Sugarcult

So i haven't updating in a while... sorry.



So this weekend was fun... for the most part.

Friday, i went to the mall... duhh. Hung out with some cool kids. Pretty boring but i was with people i love... and Imron came to visit us =]=]=]. Anthony Lipp called me that night... piss drunk haha. I talked to him for like an hour trying to help him find his way home... He got there safely hehe =].


Saturday, was pretty frickin amusing... i couldn't go out cuz sir was supposed to go... turns out he didn't leave til like 10... pshh i could have left. But yea... we ended up going food shopping for like 2 hours... 2 carts full of food... 400 dollars later... i'm a fattie shuttup =] Then i was informed that my dad would not be home til the next morning... he was sleeping at his girlfriends or something... sketchy, i know... I totally could of had like 9868437682 people sleep over... he would have never known =].


Sunday, I clean the bathroom. haha.... showered and stuff. Then Chase came and got me and Ally... We got Kristen and Jenn... Then we went to the mall to buy tickets to Hostel... that took like an hour concidering we had to get like 5 different people to buy us tickets.. they changed the policy or something so Chase wasn't allowed to buy all 6 tickets or something... idk... bullcrap. So then they all went to the source mall b4 the movie.. and me and JoeJoe went to his house to watch football.... then we went to burns... i peed in a garbage can & Joe made fun of me haha <3... Then we walked back to the mall and saw the movie... ahhhh it was gross... some guy gets his tendons cut then he tries to walk and squashh ahhhhhhh he falls... gross gross gross... i wanted to puke... but i didnt. K so then Chase drove me home.... I went to bed.


Today, school was boring... no gymnastics today so i went to Jessica's house... haha. Willy drove us there... well before we took over MU HA HA.... Jess like jumped into the drivers seat and almost crashed us into a tree.. and a parked car... and a street sign... and a fence... hahahaha. i love herr. Then Ally drove... Then I drove... && I asked Jess where to go and she, with her sense of direction, got us lost... duhh haha <3. Then we got back to her house... hung out... went to walbaums.... back to her house... Got picked up la la la la la...


Now i'm here talking to some pretty rad people and listening to my favorite song <3 Going to sleep pretty soon. Goodnight everyone <3

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Date:2006-01-13 22:46
Subject:fucking Friday the 13th....
Security:Public
Mood: annoyed
Music:Silence.

today was so bad... ughhhh
it started out good then just went downhill =\
I'm not even gunna go into details...
But this really sucks =[

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Date:2006-01-12 21:54
Subject:UGHHH
Security:Public
Mood: crushed
Music:Salena- Dreaming of You

i hate myself... i really do.


Like i said... If i can't have you, I don't want anyone.


I've been listening to this song over and over again... & everytime i do i get goosebumps... The lyrics like describe my situation perfectly... UGHHH i hate this.


I'm going to bed early tonight... Tomorrow is Friday the 13th... Hopefully something good will happen =]

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Date:2006-01-11 23:08
Subject:confusion is nothing new...
Security:Public
Mood: confused
Music:Cindy Lauper- Time after time

SO i think there might possibly be the absolute slightest chance that he feels the same way i do.... BUT i'm probably just drifting into some fantasy world... AGAIN.
Whateves...
Today was just daily routine... school, home, gymnastics, WRITE ESSAYS... ugh i have wroten like 6 essays in the past 4 days... not cool. lol.
I'm going to sleep now because apparently i need my beauty sleep haha
goodnight...
i love you <3




I hope you feel the way that i do....<3

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Date:2006-01-10 22:24
Subject:woohoo
Security:Public
Mood: sore
Music:Natasha Bedingfield- Unwritten

So we won our competition today... hooray for undefeated-ness. I drank like 3 red bulls haha.... I got a 7.4 on floor... Not the greatest but not the worst. I got a salad from Panera afterwards... and an iced green tea... sooo amazing <3....My back is killing me =].. i have a knot is the size of a golfball... i'm gunna go ice it && write an essay... funnnn psh. <33

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Date:2006-01-09 23:43
Subject:how could i ever love another?
Security:Public
Mood: contemplative
Music:Bif Naked- We are the Lucky Ones

I have decided that i only want this one boy... Only him... No one else but him... && if i can't have him then i don't want anyone... because for some reason i'm like fucking addicted to him... that is all.

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Date:2006-01-09 00:27
Subject:I had such a fun weekend =]
Security:Public
Mood: tired
Music:Love music on this random CD haha <3

I've made a livejournal... although i don't believe many people are going to be intrested in what i do everyday... anyway...

Friday was the show at Vp South! Woot woot, DFD and DWTH we're amazing, as expected =]. I took mad pictures. Everyone was there too so it was a lot of fun... Plus i saw people i haven't seen in a longg time. Then we got picked up at like 12:30 and didn't get back to Chelsea's until like 1... Then Erik, Ant, Travis, Mark, and Jason we're all gunna come over at like 2:30 but we got tired and went to bed at like 3... Then in the morning, we gave Ally and Jill the responsobility to go to the supermarket and get breakfast. They come back like an hour later with eggs, rolls, bagels, ONE peach, mayonaise, cookie dough, marshmellows, wafer cookies, and pink lemonade... We we're quite amused that it only costed 11 dollars... hmm.... Then we ate, watched Dawn of the Dead && Willy wonka <3, and went home.

Saturday night... me & ally took the train to the mall... No one was there except Jenn & Jill... So i called Tom and told him to come to the mall. Him, Joe, and Matt were all at Joes.. then went to Wendys. So we walked to Wendys to meet them there... ate some food... Went to Joes... Ally && Jenn got mad at me for ditching... oppsies... Then @ Joes we were like planning a music video and watched some random clips of Matt shaking his butt to My Humps and the three of them...um, dancing?.... i love those boys <3... Then i like ran back to the mall cuz my dad was in the parking lot.. opps... Yea then i went home and slept or something...

Sunday started out boring... I woke up at like 12 and cleaned my room... Then we made plans with Kristen to go to Jillians in the source mall. Haa.. B4 that, me & Ally went driving around at Cantiague park... Ally can't drive... she went up a curb && had 2 people honk at her... idiot. Then we went to Kristens, then Jillians... SOOO we walk in, decide we we're hungry... walk out and into the mall. As we're walking through we are looking at the stores in which are like soo random... We walk into the "As seen on TV" store... haha. Empty store, no customers, only employ is some young looking guy... So we start walking around the store laughing at how random the stuff is... Then we walk over to the guy and we're all like asking him questions and bugging him... Turns out he's 18, lives in Hicksville, and goes to Nassau.. He even knew some people we know... We were there for like an hour... We'd like go into the back room and behind the counter... it was so funny.. Then at like 7 Jay was all like alright i'm closing up... We were like asking if we could have free stuff and hes like sure because you have kept me entertained for the past hour... SOO we take a bag and start walking around the store... We ended up leaving with: A massager, floam, a claw thing>>the gopher, a magnifying glass, a button fizer thing, and some random CD that we had no idea what was on it... turns out they are like love songs... we thought they were dance songs but whatevs whatevs.. Then we asked Jay to take us to Nathans and hes like sure... We got into his grey van and it was the funniest thing ever... We got there, played some dance dance rev in the arcade... we're freaks =P, ate, walked back to the mall... Then we went back to Jillians and bought some points... Played some games, met Kristens friend Peter, && got the most random crap from the redemption center... We're so random i love itt... We got: bracelets, a big pillow thing, an angel fish?, a flamingo light thing, pez, some ball that throws when you throw it, a care bear, and glow sticks... I was walking around with a giant bag of useless crap that seemed to entertain us... pretty funny... Thenn we got picked up, got dropped off home, and ate dinner at like 11 at night.... Now i'm here, and i'm tired so i'm going to bed...

You're pretty frickin rad if you just read that whole thing =]
Goodnight <3

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